Tetiba~

Walau cintaku tidak semulia cinta Khadijah kpd  Rasulullah,

Tidak seteguh cinta Balqis kpd  Sulaiman,

Kasihku  tidak setulus Zulaikha kpd Yusuf,

tidak sekuat Hajar dan Sarah kpd Ibrahim

Tidak sehebat Fatimah kpd Saidina Ali

Namun kerana Cinta aku ingin  berkorban

seperti pengorbanan Adawiyah terhadap Amirul..~

Mode :Jiwang nak termuntah…haha

Random

I got d increment letter last week but i couldn't find where did i put d letter??

busy sgt last week, ntah di manalah sy cmpk surat tu..~private n confidential my boss said..after sain terus cmpk  dlm tray..haha

Alhamdulillah rezeki Allah..dapt bonus gak hujung bulan ni..walaupun xsekencang private company yg lain, at least dpt bernafas lega la gak..huhu..

How to say, rmai sgt kawan2 yg kawin..xkan nk dtg tangan kosong~at least kena bwk set cawan (hadiah paling murah..ngeh3)

Nak dtg majlis dorang pun, bergerak duit gak…minyk + tol..huhu…

Diam xdiam setahun dah kat cni..ap yg sy dapat?mata yg rabun n my malay getting worse..haha..my English is not good also tp bhasa melayu jdi teruk sy rasa..kdg2 nk ckp dgn mak and orang2 tua sgt sush..berbelit2 lidah..sebb nak elak bercampur dgn perkataan english..nnt dorang xfaham..last2 sy rsa sy ckp bahasa melayu skema..huhu..teruk!..this is because my working environment..cakap campur2..last2 english K.O melayu pn K.O..

Actually bnyk yg sy blajar di sini…I love working here but I still have d dream~to work in agriculture field..

Lets go to another topic~

He has send his invitation already…honest to say.. I thought I am strong enough, but I’m shaking when read d wish~Selamat Pengantin Baru..huhu…xmo sedih2 la…I’m hepi for him tp untuk tersentuh tu normal la kot..sy ni bukn kebal sgt..in fact my feeling to him xkan mudah nk hilang dlm tempoh 6 buln ni..but insyaAllah lama2 hilang la tu nnt…

I don’t know what his true feeling for this wedding..I know he is happy but may be he scared it will hurt me so he doesn’t want to show his true feeling..sy faham itu..as he said to me~x bermakna gembira dlm kesedihan org lain..yer sy memang sedih sebb impian kami xjdi kenyataan tapi kesedihan sy diatasi  kalau dia gembira  dan hidup dgn bahagia…

Dia xperlu kot nk terlalu mnjaga hati sy smp xmahu letak nama future wife dia dlm invitation..~skang dia dah letak pun lepas sy tegur mintak dia letak nma pengntin perempuannya because I don’t want to answer d question from my fren~is it ur wedding?

InsyaAllah sy ok, sy boleh terima~kan sy yg suruh dia terima selama ni (motivasi diri sndri..hehe)..tp wlauapapun sy perlu bersedia juga..d final stage yg sgt2 sy perlu kuat ialah pd hari pernikahan dia nnt..huhu..hopefully I strong enough!InsyaAllah…

Mak sy kata mengadu lah pada Allah..Dia Maha mendengar..yes mom..i will always remember ur words!

Saya xkan pergi wedding dia~reason yg sgt kukuh sbb jauh..tp sy ad niat nk pergi..so tgk la mna thu Allah hntr sy ke sana nnt..hehe

My fren xgalakkan sy pergi..dia kata ~mungkin awk kuat untuk tgk dia atas pelamin, tp awk xtahu apa yg dia rasa bila tgk awk bawah pelamin..mungkin dia xsekuat awk..so don’t spoil d wedding..hahaha..klakar la kawan sy tu..dia lelaki mesti la lebih kuat dr sy..huhu..just wondering dia bersanding ke x??coz klu plan ktorang dulu xnak bersanding..tp xtahu la kan..dengan lain orang mesti plan jd lain..so kite tgk la nnt..hehe..klu dia xbersanding xde la timbul isu sape tgk sape atas pelamin, sape bawah plamin…hahaha…

Okeh melalut bnyk dah ni..lalui hari2 anda dgn ceria dan gembira…Bersyukurlah dgn ap yg kite ada…

Have a nice weken~

Baru dapat bernafas..
ap yg boleh ckp this week was a very nightmare week..huhu
my head of tender and procurement bru je dgn rasminya on maternity leave..
so sy la pemangkunya skang..
dulu jga akaun UTAR je..sikit2 buat la tender2 ni..
skang ni dah amek alih buat tender..pocah palo den..
minggu ni je ad 4 tender with 2 same closing date..hamek aku..
whatver it is i've learn a lot..
a great experience..

Busy sgt..bnyk isu negara yg terlepas ni
dpt curik2 baca sikit2 je..x go through btol2 (ceh mcm org pntng negara je..hehe)
okeh esok cuti yeah!
and i'll spend my weekend at Nilai
Pergi seminar perkahwinan dan seksualiti~kelas ko Jah!..haha
 actually it was an invitation from my fren..fee for outsider RM125 and i manage to get student price RM25..sape xnak ooo..so setuju la nk join..hihi..ilmu kot..

Have a nice wekens uolssss!!!

Yes, i'm miopia

Huhu..
Semalam labour day, ramai org cuti..tp ada gak yg xcuti
saya cuti..dan saya dah pergi cek mata..
d result is, yes i'm miopia..huhuhuhuhu

sblah 125 sebelah lg 70..xsure yg mana satu..silau pn ad..sebelah 20 seblah lg 70
xsure gak blah mna~coz sy mcm blur2 bila disahkan rabun..huhu
dan melayang juga duit sy untuk mmbuat spek mata..

until now i'm still pening2..i wish d spectacles siap dgn cptnya..
saya dah xtahan sakit kpl..huhu
according to d amoi it's take 2 3 days to ready..
huhu..hope fully by tommorow d spec is ready..
wlaupn comel i have to wear it..because sy sgt xselesa dgn penglihtan yg kabur
badan pun rsa xseimbang..huhu..

~seriously, i'm sooooooooo saddddddddddddddd...

Miopia

Miopia bukan popia yer..
Miopia ni bhs scientific..klu bhasa melayunya rabun jauh!

Saya xtahu samada saya dah mula rabun atau ad masalah lain
skang ni tengah sakit kepala..

 I just really realize that i am probably having rabun, hari khamis lepas
jap~b4 this pernah cek mata..sblah 50 sblh lagi 70..xtahu mata belah mna..tp msa tu consider xrabun coz orang tu ckp mungkin error pd alat..xpayah pkai spek pun ..lgpun sy boleh meliht dgn jelas lagi
and i am very proud of it..mkn lobak sokmo..hehe

hari khamis hari tu g mkn mlm kat luar ngan member rumah..
member ni memng pakai spek..
sy pun tny..
~tv tu memng blur kan?ana nmpk muka najib tu double (kt tv3 tgh buletin utama)..
dia kata~xlah, clear je..Oh My God..eh Allah..

Pastu msa nk g pesta buku sabtu ritu
sy tgk muka sume org double and i'm having difficulties to read the direction on d board.
then i start having headache when i force my eyes to read the tulisan because i'am alone..so memng kena usaha sndri la nk baca direction tu sume..huhu..rsa mahu nangis je masa tu..beginikah rasanya rabun..Ya Allah sy sungguh sedih..satu nikmat Allah telah ditarik..

Then pagi td, when i'm talking to my boss then i look his face was double also..
owh baru teringat pasal rabun ni coz semlm kat rumah xde la tgk yg jauh2 sgt pun..
then depan pc sy dah start rasa sakit kepala dan rasa nk muntah juga..until now i am still have the headache dan sgt xselesa untk melihat..huhu

i refuse to wear spectacles~xcomel , rupa sy mcm org tua klu pakai specs..huhu
but untk melawan rsa sakit kpl ni sy xsanggup juga..
So esok, i have to check my eyes and make spectacles if needed...hope this is just temporary disturbance and i'm not miopia..i still pray for it..

Kisah malam tadi~

Since i got the news that he wants to get married,i start making confession to all who knows about us..
starting to my family~my mother..i have to tell her the truth..
from A to Z..why i pospon my engagement and all that..
telling her make me so release..within this period of time, menyorokkan sesuatu dr emak n keep avoiding her questions really make me in miserable..Alhamdulillah mak faham..and from my mother of course the whole family will know..so no need to explain much to them..

Then to my close fren of corse..seorang demi seorang..cousin mazen whose care and also always busy body about me..hehe..most of their reaction were same..sad but they encourage me a lot..Someone better will come for u~ sy sgt hepi dgn jwpan2 yg sebegini..this shows that our mentality was increase..klu dulu mesti reaksi kbnykknnya berbeza dr skang..of cos mana2 pihk akn diburkkn or kena kutuk..Alhamdulillah mereka tidak menambah luka di hati saya...

Dalam sy mencari2 siapa lg yg sy xbgtahu ~ because i want everybody clear about this, xde yg terkejut bagai nnt or menyalahkan sesiapa, mlm td sorang kawan baik sy col..then baru sy teringt ad sorang lg kawan sy yg xtahu lg..so after gayuting kat telefon dgn kwn yg ni, sy smbung chating dgn yg sorang lg tu untk bgtau ap yg dh jadi..haha

So the story of the night adalah..

reaksi dia after sy bgtau perkra sbnr..

• wth?!!
• patut la nmpk gmbr die cr kasut pmpuan, igt nadia punya
• lorrr.....
• pe dh jadi?!
  
  
  

Haha.. sebhgian dialog..tkojut kot dia..memng pn rmai yg terkejut..my mom lebih2 lg..hampir nak menagis-aduyai..adik pn xnangis..mak jgnlah nangis..huhu

Okeh sbnrnya nk cite kat cni ialah soalan pasal sambung master..masa berbual kat telefon yg sorang tu tny pasal smbung master, pastu yg sorang ni pn tny gak..so ttba sy pun mcm terasa nak smbung master gak..haha..

erm tp honest to say, sy kuat tido skang dan saya malas blaja juga..hihi..

Tapi fikir macam bagus gak kalau buat master ni..tmbh ilmu dan upgrade value diri....tgk la camne nnt..

Tu je nak ckp sbnrnya..introduction punya la panjang dan mngarut juga..pointnya sikit je..hahhaha...

Biarlah..this is my blog..sukati la nk tulis ap..AAK (ada aku kisah?)...hahhaa..MOJ (mak ok je)..hihi..ntah pape la..

Ok stop here..daaa..lets go for lunch!

Life good

Akhirnya blog ni terisi gak..b4 this ntah cam pape je kan..haha
This is because my bos is not in the office..
and kerja pun xbnyk mna..drpd mengantuk2 kebosanan tu buatlah aktiviti creative sikit..hihi

hari ni nak cerita apa yer??erm xda idea nk tulis ap..owh yer..tema blog ini masih sama yer
~cerita hidup sy a.k.a nadia..xde input sgt pun..sy akan tulis ap yg sy rasa nk tulis
Kbai...