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I got d increment letter last week but i couldn't find where did i put d letter??

busy sgt last week, ntah di manalah sy cmpk surat tu..~private n confidential my boss said..after sain terus cmpk  dlm tray..haha

Alhamdulillah rezeki Allah..dapt bonus gak hujung bulan ni..walaupun xsekencang private company yg lain, at least dpt bernafas lega la gak..huhu..

How to say, rmai sgt kawan2 yg kawin..xkan nk dtg tangan kosong~at least kena bwk set cawan (hadiah paling murah..ngeh3)

Nak dtg majlis dorang pun, bergerak duit gak…minyk + tol..huhu…

Diam xdiam setahun dah kat cni..ap yg sy dapat?mata yg rabun n my malay getting worse..haha..my English is not good also tp bhasa melayu jdi teruk sy rasa..kdg2 nk ckp dgn mak and orang2 tua sgt sush..berbelit2 lidah..sebb nak elak bercampur dgn perkataan english..nnt dorang xfaham..last2 sy rsa sy ckp bahasa melayu skema..huhu..teruk!..this is because my working environment..cakap campur2..last2 english K.O melayu pn K.O..

Actually bnyk yg sy blajar di sini…I love working here but I still have d dream~to work in agriculture field..

Lets go to another topic~

He has send his invitation already…honest to say.. I thought I am strong enough, but I’m shaking when read d wish~Selamat Pengantin Baru..huhu…xmo sedih2 la…I’m hepi for him tp untuk tersentuh tu normal la kot..sy ni bukn kebal sgt..in fact my feeling to him xkan mudah nk hilang dlm tempoh 6 buln ni..but insyaAllah lama2 hilang la tu nnt…

I don’t know what his true feeling for this wedding..I know he is happy but may be he scared it will hurt me so he doesn’t want to show his true feeling..sy faham itu..as he said to me~x bermakna gembira dlm kesedihan org lain..yer sy memang sedih sebb impian kami xjdi kenyataan tapi kesedihan sy diatasi  kalau dia gembira  dan hidup dgn bahagia…

Dia xperlu kot nk terlalu mnjaga hati sy smp xmahu letak nama future wife dia dlm invitation..~skang dia dah letak pun lepas sy tegur mintak dia letak nma pengntin perempuannya because I don’t want to answer d question from my fren~is it ur wedding?

InsyaAllah sy ok, sy boleh terima~kan sy yg suruh dia terima selama ni (motivasi diri sndri..hehe)..tp wlauapapun sy perlu bersedia juga..d final stage yg sgt2 sy perlu kuat ialah pd hari pernikahan dia nnt..huhu..hopefully I strong enough!InsyaAllah…

Mak sy kata mengadu lah pada Allah..Dia Maha mendengar..yes mom..i will always remember ur words!

Saya xkan pergi wedding dia~reason yg sgt kukuh sbb jauh..tp sy ad niat nk pergi..so tgk la mna thu Allah hntr sy ke sana nnt..hehe

My fren xgalakkan sy pergi..dia kata ~mungkin awk kuat untuk tgk dia atas pelamin, tp awk xtahu apa yg dia rasa bila tgk awk bawah pelamin..mungkin dia xsekuat awk..so don’t spoil d wedding..hahaha..klakar la kawan sy tu..dia lelaki mesti la lebih kuat dr sy..huhu..just wondering dia bersanding ke x??coz klu plan ktorang dulu xnak bersanding..tp xtahu la kan..dengan lain orang mesti plan jd lain..so kite tgk la nnt..hehe..klu dia xbersanding xde la timbul isu sape tgk sape atas pelamin, sape bawah plamin…hahaha…

Okeh melalut bnyk dah ni..lalui hari2 anda dgn ceria dan gembira…Bersyukurlah dgn ap yg kite ada…